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Date: Sunday, July 29, 2007 Time: 12:00 AM
it hurts me once, and twice and forever. why did you always have to rub salt into the wound add agony on my already broken heart you've helped me cultivate a habit to cry over every little thing you do i never thought to be with you because it was an impossible dream i knew all i asked for was that you could notice my existence dont ask me why i persist in loving you never know that joy when you cared that tiny bit the joy when i could know a bit more bout you each day the happiness of you unknowingly brought these little things you never noticed but forever etched in my memory of course you also never know the agony in loving you how much tears i shed how much depression i went thru` how many nights i thought about you the hurt that your words inflicted how do i live without you sometimes i asked but i start to wonder if all these things i did was worth while for someone who treated me like nothing your world only revolved only arnd you ever thought who loved you so perhaps all this while we were standing on two parallel lines that will never, never have a meeting point everytime i plucked up my courage regained my confidence to love you with all my heart you effortlessly make me feel as cheap as dirt as stupid as i possibly could as idiotic to love someone like you you are selfish you are hateful yet i could find no reasons to not love you my heart draining out blood my body losing strength my soul totally crushed all that i had i gave it tell me that i deserve only tears and heartbreaks? did i ever tell you the bottomline of everything? its all because i love you. |