Date: Sunday, March 04, 2007 Time: 1:28 AM
today went for GB leadership conference. then missed cell grp and service cos the conference ended around 8.30pm. it was a 1-day conference at kuo chuan presbyterian high @bishan. the school is totally BIG!! and the canteen and school environment is totally cool as well! their BB and GB coy all attained GOLD! nice try! how i wished the same for 10th & 53rd too in the years to come? (: finished common test just. and well, guess what? three more tests coming right up next week..believe it or not. its not a rest at all. its all part and parcel of sec 4 life, what else can i grumble about but to humble to the books alone? oh well. next week is last week of school before breaking for the one-week mar holidays. oh well. i knew it wasnt gonna be another holiday for me. but a tough working period. oh well. what can i do? cos Drill Com is jus round the corner. hopefully some last minutes preparation with God's grace will help us attain something in return for the hard work we all put in(: oh well. next week gonna be busy like crazy. mon-wed is drill practices intensive. then wed-fri are all the tests. tell me how am i gonna study and handle my work together? just hope that God's strength will be my strength to help me pass by this strenous week to come. the worst thing is that i am so gonna expect BAD RESULTS coming. as expected i guess? but sometimes i just wished my life, everything about my current studies wont be the way that it is now? seems out an outcast in the class that pulls everyone down with my grades. esp the MSG(mean subject grade) that the school expects of my class. the top class. oh well. sometimes i just wonder if i chose the wrong class or was outa of my mind when i made the decision to come to this class that i am in now. i'm having fun with my peers, the fun, joy and laughter each has brought me, but yet my results seems to be the most realistic indicator that I DONT BELONG TO 4E3 |