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Date: Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Time: 12:41 AM
today during english class watch some parts of a show: " Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen" pretty reality show. showing how inspiring a girl can be even at such a young age. thinking if Singapore kids at 16 could have the equal amount of exposure to all this. perhaps all we get exposedto each day is just books and books and more of them. arent they dead? arent we dead? sometimes i just question myself about what is my value of life? things will obviously get better aft all the exams but those times seemed so far-reaching, beyond my reach even. oh well. reality is cruel after all. [[BEFORE EVERY PROMOTION COMES A TEST]] i dont wanna step into class each day. i dont wanna step into the school gates each day. it is a fear in my mind. cos i noe that it will be many hours later before i can step out of it again. perhaps even up to 10 hours. oh well. its just scary how long the hours you can indulge in school studying or whatever. stepping into my class is another form of stress(if anyone knew what i REALLY meant) and yes. it is stressing enough to see those people in my class working so hard. goodness. i can feel the tension rising. alright alright. i concede defeat to O lvls. i admit i'm scared of you! let me go. give me back my freedom pls! just like a bird in a cage each day... just hope all these will pass by quickly. time flies. true enough(: i'll learn to tolerate to be immune to all your hurts to learn how to smile, baby could you tell me the secret to your heart tell me how to capture your soul tell me anything and everythg under the sun you're the sweetest thing that occured to me cos all i know is that i'm madly in love with you |