Date: Friday, December 15, 2006 Time: 1:10 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EWEN! sheng ri kuai le wor! although cant get to celebrate with you on ya bdae but u noe I LOVE YOU! haha. best wishes and may God continue to bless you in His own ways! jia yous and grow up le lar! haha:D u've been a great friend to me, thank you so much dearest! (: well well. so long no update le. cos i really lazy to do so. nxt wk is YI camp le. (: got 4 days out of home again. but the weird thing is that i cant really seek the excitement to go for the camp like i usu do. hais. i guess there's the reason behind it which only adora understands. :( i really wanna be hyped up for the camp and start preparing myself for this annual event which is like super great and wonderful :D but why? why i just cant? someone just tell me? :( everythg in my life is just nort wrong. ever since then.... it was never placed right again... i din wished to be affected...but it really made an adverse impact on my life. and it also made me reconsider about a lot of things. but why of all things is it that? well. i really pondered why God gave me such a hurdle to cross at this point of my life.. i wished i could be back to square one// where nthg had actually happened// when my life was just contented with what i had// only if my heart could have only ONE resounding image only if my hearts longs for that ONE person only if love could be that simple only if everythg was back to square one everythg was...ONLY IF.... |