Date: Saturday, November 12, 2005 Time: 4:54 PM -worthless-/-priceless-
should i rot at home or work like a bull to earn that minor $$ and get myself larthagic like nobody's business?? i also dunno if i am correct to have taken up another path of my life which is to work...rather as compared to stay at home to rot...nobodiee can tell mii... tell me if i m rite to give up on tis world that i felt has given up on mii? i noe God hasn't. He has always been by my side, especially these few days when i needed energy nn concentration on work. i can feel Him helping mii. but i've nvr gave thanks to Him for helping me out thru these troubled and i now i shld hav...i'm sorry...i guess i'll nvr learn how to cherish my tis whole life.... i m sick. i m tired i m everything negative of maii life...i feel larthagic; unenergised;wanted tu do nth but slp through my liffe...till the time when pple all become kind nn gentle, the world never sinful again. and remain peaceful as it is...that is when i wish to wake up....jus wanna have a sweet dreamz nn wake up forgettin everything nn anything. numb me. nth i do works. nothing!! i feel so helpless...its all my fault..... |