Date: Tuesday, June 07, 2005 Time: 2:27 PM
breaking of promises is the worst thing one could hav ever done..yet u did it..although i noe tt promises were meant 2 be broken..yet i chose to believe tt ur promise 2 mi was the special 1 tt will nt break..yet u disppointed mi.. u promised mi tt u will nt make mi cry animore..but u jus did it time n over again n again..yet i did nt let u seems as though u hav broken ur promise..i cried in places n times wen u din noe..i cried alone..on my own..in my own lonely world.. ur presence has added bliss n happiness 2 my life..yet those were on the surface..following those wer hurt n pain..some times i wish 4 ur presence but some times i dun..i wish those happy times wif u can jus last 4eva..esp in my memory..how i wish tt time jus stop dere..wen we r living in happiness wif the company of each other.. it is wen u broke ur promise tt makes all the happiness seems lyke nothing in comparison..or even worse..wen a 3rd person broke into our lives..of cos wen tt time comes..if u were 2 choose her.. i will let go..let u go to seek ur true happiness..it is onli then tt i can find real happiness jus becos u found urs..true love is not pocession but to let the 1 u luv b wif his/her true luv..even as i say tis..yet i n perhaps mani mani others find it difficult 2 do so..becos man is selfish..he will nvr let go off sth tt he owns..i m jus the same.. i m heart broken, not onli 4 the fact tt promises are meant 2 be broken n ur promise is jus the same..but becos u dunno wad u said actually can mean so much hurt 2 me..u will nvr noe..even if the scar in my heart heals n recovers but the feeling of hurt n pain will still b dere..it will nvr fade away..nt 1 little bit..nvr... i luv u wif my heart, soul n mind..yet u onli do so wif ur mouth..wads the point of saying so mani honeyed words wen u dun even mean it..its total crap then.. dear, i jus luv u n hate u..arent humans weird?? hope tt some day..time will stop the day u leave mi..even if i will b sad..but it is better then stopping at happi times which is so unreal... [i.l.o.v.e.u.a.l.l.m.y.l.i.f.e] |