Date: Sunday, June 05, 2005 Time: 5:19 PM
then today also boring day..actually wanna go amzing race de..hahas..but in the end din go..mum went 4 therapy again 2day..then my dad fell sick today..sucking day n weather..makes every1 go sick..jus hate it..initially tot was nth..then mum sae dad flu plus fever..he suddenly seems very weak n old in my eyes..nt one bit lyke the usual him..mayb ppl reali will onli learn 2 treasure wen dey start to sense sth's wrong or wen dey r losing it..1st time saw him so sick..i m very worried..i did pray..n i believe it will wk..hope 4 speedy recovery 4 both my mum n dad..mum has nt gone back 4 wk 4 long time le..haiz..i also wry 4 her job...y suddenly gt so much things happen de???? also went 4 service today..bluff my mum again..if tis goes on..i dunno wad will my mum think n i also dunno wad will becom of mi..getting sick n tired of everything tts going round..i dun wish to lie..i will go out of lies to tell..then i will go crazy man..jus help or save mi some1..tomolos till hav to follow up wif my senior, yuting..bluff my mum again..she sort of starts to suspect cos i kept on going out..then my stupid bros start to blabber tis afternn bout wad my boifren name is benny n stuff..sucks man..then i dunno wad will happen 2 mi lor..haizx..suckening life..i m a liar..but i din mean 2 lie cos i can't tell the truth lor..nt i dun wan.. also saw xq at service today..she stayed 4 worship time n left aft tt..her team gt 14th..hahas..gd job gal..tis time her hanyang(sweaty goat) cousin was the sort of main organiser 4 the amazing race again..hahas..tis kinda of things can't escape him lor.. boring holiday life..luv n hate it both..human is 4eva so "mao tun" wan it n dun wan it too..yah..life sucks totally..jus hate it lor..n suddenly life jus gives u one whole big lump of troubles to let u start worryin bout wen ppl actually tot tt dey can enjoy n luv life..can't i jus end it? its much more simplier isn't it? then dere will b nth i hav to take care of or worry bout... iii hhhaattteee llliiifffeeee....iiii hhhaaaattteee mmmyyyssseeelllfff.... |